This was weird, I felt that by showing that I
had sacrificed for years I should now be rewarded, but I learned
that, that was not the truth...
Even as the words escaped my mouth I felt little value or truth in them.
I realized that by being honest & letting go of this righteous view,
not only freed me from an illusion of superiority,
it also freed those around me from theirs.
You see, to want to go beyond yourself you can not cling on
to anything or continue to see yourself as a self righteous victim,
and just like with free falling you have to have faith
in you! The real you knows what is best for you, & knows
that this can apply to those around you, once you let them learn for themselves too.
I have always been a Lone Wolf
yet I have always been unwilling to trust that everything will be OK,
From today's experience I feel excited to spread my wings
and soar high in the sky,
knowing that even if I fall that somehow I am prepared for that too
Written by Nikki Shiva