at all times and not just when it is convenient for you....
It seems so clear when going over my last few journals
that this has been my blocked Chakra for sometime. Yet it took for me
to play sacrificial victim again in the most obscure way for me to finally say
"Ooops"... LOLOL . I'm not sure how many of you know about Astrology, but for those
who do I am a Cancer/Leo Cusp.
I share this because, I like all Cancers and Leos are masters of getting what we want
Now add Nikki into the equation and you have trouble. ( Jerry Seinfeld did an episode where he was dating a Nikki, he quoted her as Getting Whatever She WANTS!) Anyone who knows me knows there is truth to this. Yet WOW, I feel like I keep getting Smacked when I do something which is
on a Low frequency. It is as if I just Can't Stand the POOR Acting anymore!
As soon I try to hand off my responsibility I have to Stop and say
"Nay, that's actually bull @#$! Sorry ignore that let's start again"
Even the simplest form of manipulation has been deemed Unsuitable!!
Ohhh How will I have fun now... LOLOL
I am not sure if anyone is interested but I feel it is important to share.
I use this meditation process to help me look deeply & honestly at myself
here is the link if you want to try it out for yourself :D
Written by Nikki I Shiva